Well, you’ve already told your husband of your infidelity, so it seems like you have one of two options. Your husband will forgive you, you can get counseling and find a way to restore the trust that was broken and redeem your marriage and move on in life together as a couple with your family. Or your husband will decide you are not worth forgiving, he will divorce you for your infidelity and you will have to find a way to live with what you have done and move on in your life alone. If he chooses the former, I would do my very best to not break his trust or your marriage vows again. If he chooses the latter, you have only yourself to blame because you chose to cheat.