It's been 15 years, I remember coming home from visiting with inlaws so that my brother inlaw at the time could celebrate his birthday. I still remember my ex huh husband's friends in the livingroom almost immediately jumping up as they see me and my children entering the house, their eyes widening as shame and fear took over them. One of them stood out and yelled out “Please don't go in the room Mamm” begging for me not t ok proceed into the room. I asked why? But once I opened my bedroom door. The adrenalin ruching down my body took over I felt my knees fold. I was disappointed to see my husband in bed with another woman, with that said it was then I decided eather to be a Woman and end with his life and hers., or be a Mother lift my head up high and take nothing but mg my kids.? so with a calm voice I say to him, keep the house keep everything. All I need is my beautiful kids who at the time my was 10 months and my daughter was 4 years old, so took off not caring of leaving everything behind. New beginnings is not easy but also not inpossible, because going forward is going up. Your walk is to walk forward not backward. If you thing your going down you cant bacause you may be down but going down is letting yourself die. The only way is up, success is up straight forward. Keep your heads up my deer friends.