To see that I am treated like a man. In a home with 3 female redheads I get very little in the way of gratitude or even respect. It is not my ladies fault, it is mine own. Until I got sick, I had the energy and determination to do all, be all. Now though, just getting the girls ready for school is such a chore, I could go to bed for the remainder of the day. Instead I spend 3 hours on transit to get them to school, come home and choose to either clean eat or nap in the 1–1/5 hours I have before I have to spend another 3–4 hours trying to get back to the school to get them and bring them home.