don’t listen to those ‘spiritual teachers’, they are not fortune tellers so they don’t know what they are talking about. What they say is based on their own experience, which is not yours. Awakening/enlightenment are a vague concepts, interpreted by each teacher in their own way based on who knows what experiences they may have had. Experiences that come and go are not the truth, and that which appeared in time is time bound and therefore must also disappear. If any of those spiritual teachers can point you towards understanding what reality is, listen to them up to a point where any more words would just confuse you. The teacher can show you the door, going through is your job. Once you passed the threshold, there is no more ‘you’ to worry about losing jobs/every thing or gaining wealth or wisdom or any thing [these are all things of the world that you leave behind the threshold together with any ideas/concepts/belief you had about anything, including who/what you are]. Get there first and then you’ll see. Until then be assured that ‘all is well and unfolding as it should, there are no mistakes.’