I’m a really passive person and that’s why I let people say things that I prefer not to hear to me. I’m also really weak so it adds on to why I really prefer not to hear certain remarks. So today I was at school doing homework. I really couldn’t find the answer to one of the problems so I asked one of the teachers for help. The teacher didn’t come by until a few minutes later. When he finally came back he said “Ella… why the f*ck am I doing your homework for you?” because apparently to him, waiting for help to find it or a clue was the equivalent of waiting for him to tell me all the answers. Now, I literally was about to cry but I didn’t want to cry in front of the class so I just acted like nothing happened for a while but every now and then I felt like crying the tears I didn’t cry so I had to say I got soap in my eyes and I needed eye drops. When it was all over and almost everyone left the room, he said: “Ella, I love teaching you and answering questions and I know we get a little rowdy here but-“ then I cut him off and said “You weren’t teaching me though, I was using you for answers… there’s a reason why you said ‘why the F*CK am I doing your homework for you.’” so…” (I definitely emphasized the censored word)

Then my ride came and I left. We’ll see what happens tomorrow, today was annoying.

Oh, forgot to add this: When I told the teacher I couldn’t find the answer he said “It’s literally one f*cking word.” and so now if you’re wondering why he sounds so immature… he’s just about 24 years old.