When I played other people feelings just to secretly make revenge to my colleague .

I was seventeen.I worked part time while I’m studying in the fast food chain for 5 months. And for some reason ,most of the other woman colleagues there specially the older ones are rude to me. They hate me.I admit that it due to the way I work , I make mistakes at first but instead of belittling me and gossip about me ,they should’ve just teach me correctly and hello its my first job and sometimes after class I was very tired so I can’t come to work so one of the morning full time colleague has to work til night because I was absent.

There was a pretty and smart girl but she didn't manage to go to the university at that time due to some financial issues. And the way she talk was really a turn off to me she’s so tactless and the way she talk to me was always rude. And sarcastic. So since she’s older than me and I was new I don’t have much friends there ,She has.I just keep quiet. I told myself that I’m not gonna see them everyday for a very long coz I will leave soon and Im just a part-timer.

There was a new guy , Also a working student ,studying criminology and He’s damn handsome.Riding a motorbike. I found out that he’s been working off and on to that fast food chain and that Girl was really into him .

This Guy showed an interest to me. He was into me .Its not that I don’t like him but at that time I am not interested on dating or having a boyfriend. I’m still enjoying my youth with my siblings and my friends and not yet ready for adult stuff.

So I’ve used him to make that mean girl jealous . The guy asked me if I’m okay riding a bike he will send me home. I agreed . Then near the closing time,The Girl asked him to send her home. Then he said he’s going to send me. The guy told me. And I was laughing inside and it seemed working. Then it goes on and on . He will buy me foods, wrote some love letters to me. And even he’s not working he come to our workplace to send me home. That Guy didn’t get anything from me until I left that workplace. Even a kiss in a cheek, I have no experience on anything at that time so I don’t know how romance thingy work.

Then people gossip about us , And at that time I was really happy inside coz I can’t tell that the Girl was very jealous.She talked to me about the Guy. She gave me an advise , Telling me how much play boy that Guy was. He may not be very serious to me ,don’t fall to the trap. (Wow,people really do this huh. Entering an adult life at that time surprised me) Then I was thinking why she became like a concerned older sister to me now. .

I wasn't really paying much attention to the guy or had any emotional attachment to him coz I was too busy applying to overseas school attachment at that time. And finishing my degree. Then I found out how devastated that guy when i just stopped communicating with him. Coz he felt that i just used him. And few years ,He tried to connect with me in facebook But I’m already in a relationship and He’s a soldier now.